Today we had a Career's assembly when a few people came to talk about the next step after Secondary school. We got a leaflet about it and all the options. I'm thinking of doing Business and Accounting/Finance or Law. Crownwoods has both! It's scary how close is it, I have to decide and apply before the end of this term to be promised a place for sure. Then open evenings are in November. I want to be entered in level 3 for it so I need 5 GCSE's grade A*-C so I gotta work my butt off! A perfect A* all the way is what I need..not want NEED!
Other than that school was alright aside from the fact I'm just about to reach boiling point with Brogen, Toni, Becca and Becky. I swear just thinking about it, today I felt macam so left out sia! Because they go out after school and I don't go out with them kan, so that's all they talk about I feel so left out macam there's no place for me there anymore. Then kat lunchtime there is 5 of us and they pick a table with 4 chairs so I had to sit on another table and they all had their backs faced to me, sedih lah but what to do right? I don't particularly want to hangout with them but I've switched groups so much I have to stick with them, I don't have much choice really. I just have to keep thinking to myself 15 more weeks and then I'll be home free..no need to see them until forever!
I came home from school and needed to talk to someone about it, I just don't want to stress out my family about it kan, I just told Amir and Livvy they are so lovely and true and I love them like the siblings I never had! Amir was going to walk me home today but then his friends came so I went lah because tak bes kan, Amir has a girlfriend and I don't want his friends to be saying things right. Anyway his friends are nice and funny but we're are on different levels.(If you get my drift). So I just walk home myself ah, maybe next time Amir.
On to good news? Erm yes Alyph.My little darling kan. I just adore him to bits! I had a webcam coversation with him yesterday tau..well I was on webcam and he was watching me but I couldn't see him haha. Everything he said was amazing I wish you were there too see it, but I'll copy and paste it for you.
Mr Alyph:ur s0o0o adorable!
Hehe I just thought this was so adorble.
Mr Alyph:when else u comin back here?
Mr Alyph:i feel bad also
я a ι н a и
;:err i dono mayb in 2 years time when ure in NS
Mr
Alyph:really!!
Mr Alyph:2 YEARS
Mr Alyph:come back for abit i'll pay for
the trip l0l
Hehe he offred to pay sia! Habis bengkok nanti wallet dia!
я a ι н a и ;:byeee
Mr Alyph:u can call me
я a ι н a и ;:when?
Mr
Alyph:BUT
Mr Alyph:not anytime now coz i wana sleep
Mr Alyph:DUH
я a ι
н a и ;:well DUH
Mr Alyph:DO NOT GIVE ANYONE MY NUMBER
Mr
Alyph:promise???
я a ι н a и ;:i promise
Mr Alyph:promise like
reeeeeeeeally promise one!
Yess thank you Allah, my dream came true..Alyph and Syarif numbers are with me! Wow I feel so lucky! I think I'm going to call them, byee!
˜Rhiandoll.
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